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3-day non-weekend, back to reality

Today = 204.0. That's because it all went in but nothing has come out yet. Thanks, metabolism. Fuck you very much too. So...I ran last night after taking a week off and spending the entire Mem. Day weekend eating like…
Today = 201.2

It's Friday, woooot!! And I get to go home early today since I stayed 2.5 hours late on Tuesday, which sucked at the time but is totally worth it now :) Nobody/nothing is getting me down today. Bring it, world...I wil…
Thinspo as Distraction (NSFW)

My final paper for Business Communications is 2 days overdue...it's almost done....but I need a distraction to fuel my procrastination and ADD and what not. So here's some badass thinspo: OK, so that one's a guy. But…
2.8 lbs until 200 comes and goes

Today = 202.8 Fuck yeah. Can I lose 2.8 more by Tuesday? If I'm extremely careful, I can. Yesterday I took mag citrate and a double dose of Metamucil and only ate 920 calories. I also only got 3 hours of sleep on T…
Wasting time...blah

Today = 203.8 By June 1, the first digit on the scale WILL be a 1. A marvelous, beautiful 1. The first digit on the scale has not been a 1 since...Jesus, probably 2007 or early 2008. Fuck that shit. Once I kiss 200's…
Sleep-deprived Wednesday, dirty car, feeling fat, etc.

I am sick to death of this all. Just completely and utterly sick and FUCKING TIRED OF THIS CRAP. I HATE MY BODY. I weighed 206.4 this morning. I ate about 1800 calories yesterday and burned about 550 on the elliptica…
My body hates me

You know what's really fucking INFURIATING? Being up 3 pounds after working out hard every single motherfucking day this week. Now I have not been perfect on my diet this week...but I sure as fuck haven't eaten 3,500 t…
So far today...

...somebody I know has a hangover. Okay, I'll admit it...it's me. I don't really get why, either...I only had about 6 shots of Jack. Usually it takes the equivalent of about 10 to 12 shots of liquor for me to get tras…
I got my ass kicked...by me

I worked out hard-freaking-core last night. THis morning I was sore and told myself I'd take the day off, but I ate like a goddamned pig so I made myself work out tonight too. Ouchies. But that's what I get...our offi…
Word.

Today = 204.4 Went to Perkin's last night and made the intelligent decision of looking up the nutrition facts online via their wifi network BEFORE ordering. Jesus, how fucking depressing. One slice of french silk pie (…
Today = 205.0

My goal is to lose 10 pounds this month. That was my goal last month, but all I did was lose about 2. Losing 2 is better than losing none or gaining though, so I'm not going to beat myself up. Just move on and fix it…
My first post, get excited kids

So...this is my blog to document my weight loss in an attempt to hold myself more accountable and document my progress. And keep me motivated, because sometimes that's an issue. I don't have a whole lot of time, so here…
Hi everyone! I'm just getting started on Xanga...(only not really because this is my second account). Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!"