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Lisa Frank and Rainbow Barf

What a suckass day here today. It’s somewhere around 35-40 degrees and only supposed to get up to 50 today, it’s overcast and raining and very windy. Gross. I had the weirdest fucking dreams last night. On…
It's 9 a.m. and I have already got my dander up

Warning: this post contains a lot of profane language, because I like profane language when I need to express anger at ignorance. Also, if you are one of those Xanga pro-life trolls, you can leave a comment but it will…
The nature of my internal beast

OCD is getting the best of me today. It really is. I can’t concentrate. I can’tthink straight. I am sitting at my desk in tears. My fiancé didn’t answer hisphone over lunch today…I rem…
Fucking anxiety

My anxiety is killing me today. Ugh. It is so bad. Part of it is the coffee I made this morning, which was uber-strong and made me jittery. It was good though. It was whole-bean organic coffee and I ground it fresh.…
Windy Saturday

Well, actual work is kind of sparse at work today, so I'm doing homework and taking a quick blog break. I feel guilty about doing my homework at work, but I have GOT to bring my grade up in this glass. I just have to,…
Sorry for Party Rockin'

Well, I think the party rockin' phase of my life needs to end. I'm tired of hangovers. I'm tired of my fiance and I having huge misunderstandings when I'm drunk and he's had a few benzos, and I'm tired of spending mone…
School = El Sucko Supremo

So I'm pretty pissed right now about my marketing class. Pissed at myself, mostly, but also pissed at the way the professor is treating me now after a couple of fuck-ups. So the week 2 project took forEVER, way longer…